breathe in & breathe out

I still get anxious when I have people drive me places. Cars freak me out and I hate humans more everyday. Chris drove me home tonight and some asshole was close to smashing into another car and I wanted to puke. I need to be up in 4.5 hours to get to work on time and all I want is someone to tell me to put my head on their lap and read me Eric Shaw’s words like they wrote it for me instead. I don’t ever really know but this book calms me down more than anything else and was the first thing I packed when I knew I was going to move. So here I am reading these written words when I should be sleeping because panic attacks are worse than going into work sleepy.

  January 18, 2013 at 12:11am
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    Things like this make me really happy. Things like this are why I keep writing even when I hate what I write and think...
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